The condo, like my life, is in a state of flux. My contractor hired non-skilled laborers to carry out much of the renovation, and the results reflect that. There is so much that needs to be redone, and I'm having a difficult time finding tradespeople, given my limited Thai proficiency, to do what needs to be done. Additionally, I'm spending more money than I had planned. Similarly, one of my jobs has undergone a significant shift in direction, requiring much more of my time, and I'm uncertain about whether I want to continue. With the condo being dirty (dust and grime everywhere) and numerous projects needing completion, I feel unsettled—like I can't relax until the condo is finished. I'm working through my list of tasks that need to be done while trying to maintain my finances. It's certainly a headache, and although I regret hiring the contractor I did, all I can do now is move forward.